I got served an eviction notice today after over a year of landlord harassment.  I’m going to start selling some of my stuff in order to raise money for relocation costs and legal fees. I’ll link my depop once I’ve taken stock of what exactly I’m selling. In the meantime if anyone would like to donate, it would be really appreciated. My cashapp is $ethelstain.

SPILLED.

New York Magazine - April 2023 - The New York “It” Girl issue

Without school, I could get by without seeing anyone or being seen by anyone. It was like being a piece of furniture in a room that nobody uses. I can’t express how safe it felt never being seen.
Mieko Kawakami, Heaven

The Lucky Year Of The Dog by Petra Collins for Gucci

"[...] cruelty is above all lucid, it's a sort of rigid direction, the submission to necessity. No cruelty without consciousness, without a sort of assiduous consciousness. It's consciousness that gives to the exercise of any act of life its color of blood, its cruel nuance, because it is clear that life is always the death of someone."

—Antonin Artaud, quoted by Paule Thévenin in Antonin Artaud: Drawings and Portraits

I can’t wait for the backlash against manifestation and “hot girl” shit that is just repackaged consumerism and white supremacist beauty standards. My ass is perched.

Inuit girl, Helen Konek at her family's igloo entrance (which her father Pipqanaaq built) near Arviat, Nunavut, Canada, 1949.

Photographer, Richard Harrington